I know it\'s wrong...But it is what it is

I love him,
More than I love you,
My heart is trapped,
Not knowing what to do,
My heart is racing faster and faster,
Should I leave you?
Do I love you?
Am I always thinking of you?
The answer is yes,
I think I should leave,
But if I leave you for him,
No more hugs and we,
Cant go to the movies,
Kiss and make-out,
You\'ll never be able to turn my insides out,
I love him,
I love you,
I\'m trapped in this thing called love,
Whom shall I choose?
You or my secret love?