Why..

I sit and stare through my window
Looking at the stars
Im missing someone
Someone very far

I miss his present
I miss his voice
He was so special to me
I just wish I had the choice

To changed my decision
From back in the past
Wish I didnt join the Marines
So I can be next to my dad

He was dying from cancer
And I just packed up and leave
What was I thinking
I must be crazy

I sit here thinking
What would it be like
If he was still alive
I bet everything would feel right

The past is the past
There is nothing I can do
Mom miss you like crazy
We will always remember you