Confused on Love

by Benjamin Ishmael   May 3, 2006


So what do you do when your heart is open for anyone to grab ahold of and you can't control who takes it and treats it their way?

How do you know and control what your mental thoughts are when all you do is replay moments over and over again wanting to find mistakes that happen during interaction?

Is Anxiety just a figment of everyone's imagination to shield you from what pain is actually deep inside of your soul?

I suppose one thing in life can always be a sure understanding of love....

When you see that special someone and your eyes light up. You watch their movement like it's an angel gliding all around you. The smell of perfume is the best scent on earth that seems to stay with you as you leave and drive off. Daydreams involve thoughts and plans of the one person you desire to be with the most. Maybe for some it also has the fast racing heart and palms getting moist. Shyness starts and words can't form to express what little thoughts are crossing your mind. The tiny butterflies that are in your stomach that make you feel as if you are about to launch off into space.

More Importantly!!!

What happens when all these things are going on and you cant control them even if you wanted to? Does it make you a bad person for not suppressing your emotions and feelings?

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