A living hell:'(

I thought he was special,
i thought he was the one,
but really all he needed,
was a shot from a gun,
guys say your special,
guys say your fine but 9 months on they say your not mine,
they ask for things that you don't wanna give,
then do you over,
they pretend they know you,
but don't know inside,
how much s#!t his caused,
the feeling with in,
its like my life is paused,
paused from the love,
just feeling the pain,
its not peace like a dove,
just feeling a strain,
WHY cant guys see,
WHY cant they tell,
that they hurt us inside,
its like a living hell.