Yay...finally i am free
i found a place were no-one else can see
what i do with my knife
or how i show my hate for life
i cut myself to try cease all my pain
it doesn\'t work...so i cut again
i didn\'t cut real deep
but i can still watch the blood seep
people think that it\'s just fake
no-one can see my real f u c k e d up state
why cant i just die?
the voices in my head wont tell me why....
you may say that i am a freak
but you dont know how much you make me feel weak
pain is beginning to be my only friend
pain is the one thing i will love until my end
yes i am a freak
and yes i am extremely weak
but dont try to tell me what to do
my life is up to me NOT YOU!!!
