Something

Trying to disappear
running form all that i fear
trying to hide from your evil eyes
trying to hide from your evil cries

sitting in the darkness
looking like a mess
crying from all my pain
thinking about doing bad things...again

crying from my weakness
while getting use to the darkness
i get told that i have to be glad
well i say thats bulls h i t i can be sad

no-one can control my life
its my choice if i want to stab myself with a knife
if i die
please dint cry

remember that i love you
and remember that it is true
i hope that i dint cause you pain
i hope that i can see you all again