A life that's unfair

The life we live is so unjust,
So false, so untrue, so full of lust.
Full of lies, full of hate,
But that's what make it.. it's our fate.

To feel like shit, to feel so down,
All those times.. we need to frown.
Feeling so bad, with no one to care,
While people hate you.. and you're not aware.

The distractions of what's yet to come,
The people that don't know what they've done.
Tormented, hurt, scared, worried and mad,
All these emotions.. it's making me sad.

I can't understand my own emotions so how can you..?
You don't even know.. what I've been through.
I just want to be happy and not in pain,
But it won't happen.. I'm alone in the rain.

Begging for mercy, I want to die right now,
I just don't know.. I don't know how.
All the pain.. it's all too much for me,
But like you care.. you never get any.

You don't know the feeling of hate,
The feeling.. that's not your fate.
You're perfect in every way there is,
But all I suffer now.. it's just bliss.

I'm sick of you and your perfect way,
I think of having it.. each and every day.
I know I'll never have it, but that's how it may seem,
With your smile, you seem to gleam.

I don't care anymore, I'll be fine,
Because my life, isn't even worth a dime.
I live to love, unlike you.. I live to care,
While you live through despair.