Escape

I'm going to tighten this rope
tighter round my neck
will you notice my pain
when I'm hanging here dead

The things that were said
that made me feel low
and before all this
my life and smile were aglow

alone in this world
alone in my mind
only in a blade
can I confide

I cut to punish
my sins and my wrongs
maybe to fit in
where I dont belong

a cry for help
is what this could be
but this is my life now
because noone noticed me

One person to talk to
who cannot handle my pain
they make me feel worthless
put me to shame

I feel like an object
of s*x and abuse
thats why I need to turn to
a knife and a noose

I don't deserve
this molestion and rape
and this is the only way
i can escape