What is this?
This thing I feel all the time
But nothing I could put in rhyme
An emotion with no name
A mixture of fear, anger, pain
It comes when tears weld in my eyes
When the happiness, so uncommon, dies
It comes too often for comfort
Not helping me to stop the hurt
I know itâ??s there when my flesh is torn
The protective shell so fragile and worn
It makes me want to shout and scream
â??What happened to my blissful dream?â??
When I curl up at night
Itâ??s there, wanting a fight
It almost never goes away
Even when I plead and pray
Please help me from my demise
And save me from that thing I despise
Now it never leaves me alone
It watches me, my soul unsown
Help me! Save me!
It never goes away
Even in the light of day
It has me pinned to a wall
And wonâ??t release me until I fall
Help me! Save me!
It wonâ??t go away
But will haunt me to my dying day
