Maybe im suppose to hide the pain so you dont see
I could just hold the tears in when i see our picture
I guess youll never know how much you really hurt me
Its so hard to let go of you and our memories
Every day just gets harder and harder as time passes
All I want is my heart to be free
I still dream of your arms around me, I still wonder how you are
I dont understand why I continue to care
I cant take it how you still have my heart
I guess I could move on, but to what, and to who
Thats not even an option right now, maybe never
Because my mind is still set on you
When im lonely ill think of our times together and then I smile will come
How you looked in my eyes and told me you saw your future
Then I come back to reality, and I wonder why you Ãre gone
You told me you wouldnt hurt me, you told me I was the only one
You took all the pain away, you took my fears too
Now there all back, along with me being alone
I remember how you held me on the docks night after night
I remember the stars reflection off the lake, and the looks in your eyes
Then ill start to cry, because I still dont know what I didnt do right
You caused me so much pain, so I know I shouldnt waste my time
You left so many scars upon my heart
But youre all I think of, your all that consumes my mind
How could you make those promises, you said you would keep
You lied straight to my face, when I thought you were being true
You left a heartache that hurts so deep
So much time has gone by since you said goodbye
And I tell my self everyday, this will be the day I move on
But that day never comes; I just still continue to cry
People think ive moved on, they think ive made it out strong
It was just another lesson in life you could say
And I tell my self they are right, but my heart says they are wrong
I guess time will only tell me when im over you
Maybe time will take away the pain and tears
But until that time comes, my love strong love I have is still so true
