I wish I were dead
I wish I hadn't been born
so then I couldn't live
with a family torn
I shut the door
lock it till death
Put on my CD player
and just lay on my bed
I don't wanna come out
Cuz then I see my sis
Then she just reminds me
of the b itch that she is
She tells me that I'm
fu c king g ay
maybe she should
watch what she says
She thinks she
knows me.
But she knows not one
god d a m n thing.
I'd rather her die
than me living in this
long fu c king lie
I don\\\'t know what
the h e ll she thinks
she is. I should hit
her a** with a bat
till she dies like
a mother* rat
when it gets trapped
in those sticky pads
Then I\\\'d see her body
dead. Then I\\\'d know
that my wish came true.
But then theres the rest
of my family. What a disappointment
this would be. So I make a decision. And I kill myself too.
