Every time I met a man. I wonder will it work. I think of every possible thing to do that might make him stay. And every single time I am proven wrong. I can't seem to keep my man happy. I do every thing that I say that I would never do. I go through things that I tell other females to leave for. I guess that I'm scared to be alone.
At first me and my man, were inseparable but now he lies, cheats, and ignores me. I just think that maybe I am getting on his nerves, so I wait for him to call me. He never calls. I just sit and cry when I hear all the things about him. I hear a lot of shit, but me being the good girlfriend, I don't t say anything. I get alone and just cry my eyes out. I'm scared to be alone.
Sometimes I truly feel like the only person who understands me, the only person that have been where I've been and have seen the shit through my eyes, is the person that lives in my mirror. I try to smile to hide my tears. But that takes a lot of strength. And strength is just how well you hide your pain. I have come to find that I have no strength. I am weak from crying. And now I'm all cried out. I'm scared to be alone.
