Every day you hurt my feelings. And then every day you disappoint me. When I first met you I felt that I would spend the rest of my life with you. You had me feeling like I was loved, wanted and adored.
You were under my skin.
Every time we talk it is only a few minutes. Only five minutes to the most. And then you say the most dreaded words I will call you back. I act like it does not hurt but deep down inside my heart is crying. Sometimes I think that you are cheating . . . . . No most of the times I know that you are cheating.
You were under my skin.
I really can not take this pain that you have been putting me through. I am sorry but you have to go. I loved you so much that I was about to let my self face all that pain, agony and torture. I guess I was in love by my self because my man should never treat me the way you do. So then I realized that
You were just under my skin.
You were so much under my skin to the point you felt the shatter of my heart when you broke it, you felt all the pain you put me through. You felt those times when I just wanted to die because I was so lonely.
You were under my skin.
But now that you are gone i'm so confused. I miss you but yet I feel relived that I don't have to face your laughter when you hurt me. You were like a disease that I could not get rid of. But since I had you for so long I really wish that I had not said all those things that I did. I even wish that I should have just let you put me through all the things you did. I know that this is something I should not say, but if staying and let you verbally abuse me would keep me from getting lonely then that is what I should have done.
You were. . . . . . No you are under my skin.
