Chasing dreams and lies
knowing its not true
holding on to wishes that i could still have you
attempting to be strong
when it hurts so very bad
dreaming of the day
when I'm no longer sad
pretending I'm OK
when nothings going right
hoping i can get up
two fight another fight
envying the others
who seem so very strong
loathing all the perfect people
whose life's seem like a song
praying i will be OK
and my heart will cease to break smiling so that you wont know that I'm hiding all the ache
