E'erything Wasn't Real

Everything wasn't real,
What you had for me wasn't the real deal,
It was just another lie,
Making me just want to die,
With the way I loved you,
With the way I cared for you,
I thought you were one I could trust,
No, all you had for me was lust,
Don't know why I thought you were different,
But you were just indifferent,
Now I realize, all of your lies,
Realize that everything wasn't real,
Realize what u had for me wasn't the real deal