Tears want to flow from my eyes
But I won`t let them
For fear that they will never stop
I fear they will pour like a heavy thunderstorm
Faking a smile now comes easy
I just want to leave
Leave this town of misery
My happiness is blocked by a gloomy cloud
Fear fills my soul
As I watch you attempt your suicide
Thinking I would just let you
Our own secret I will never tell
Disappointment overwhelms me
You were once so dedicated and full of life
But parties came and I was old news
You had to be the star of this ongoing play
Hopeless I have become
You will never understand
Never realize the trouble I went through for you
You are drowning me in your self pity
Now I am the one who is shattering to pieces
