Losing my One True Love pt.1

I want to be there with you always,
to the end when life ends,
but till then I want to spend every moment with you,
I wanna wake up to turn around and find you there sleeping,
I wanna make you breakfast in bed,
I wanna kiss you goodbye every morning,
and a kiss you goodnight every night,
I want to run with you in the fields and never stop holding your hands,
I wanna collapse and watch the clouds float by,
I want to grow old with you,
and I want to watch our Children grow with you,
but the sad thing is,
we are from two different worlds,
and it all seems like me and you,
we can only be a dream,
a dream once upon a time,
for you never noticed me when I was here,
we are friends,
your one in a million beautiful, prep,
I am a drama nut with a heart for love and romance,
we became close friends,
I fell for you,
three years gone by,
now high school is over and not a move made,
school ends without nary an attempt at true love,
and yet with all this free time,
all I can do is run from the pain of my love for you,
I leave,
disappear to somewhere else to hide,
now I am gone and silence all around,
you feel weirder and weirder day in day out for weeks,
you don't know whats going on,
it hits you like a torrent,
something is missing,
your lonely,
depressed,
you realize whats been there for you but you never saw it,
you never embraced the joy staring you in the face
are you lonely?
I was too,
now you felt the isolations I felt,
at first I feel justice is served,
but it hits me life a ton of bricks,
I don't want to hurt you,
I want to hold you,
I want to love you,
years pass I receive a phone call from one of your friends/ my friend also,
your getting married,
my one true love,
and someone else is taking her,
what should I do what can I do?
I hop on my motorcycle and I jet to you a thousand miles away,
only God himself can stop me from myself and my one true love,
whats Going to happen when I get there,
will you still love me?
will I be able to be with you after all these years of loving but never seeing you?
whatever happens I know that someone is going to lose out....

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