Cry, Die, Bye

I seem so down all the time, i feel as if i wanna cry
Even at times, feel like taking a knife, just wanna die
I wonder if this is what you want, to make me suffer
Im not like any other, especially your previous lovers

You stole my heart, but lately feels like you tore it
Im reaching the limit, but im just feeling like sh*t
Im feeling worthless, as if i have no purpose in life
Just gonna die, could you please pass me the knife?

The urge of cutting myself accurs more then ever
But i have held it off for a while, i wont forever
Sadness was never planned for me in my life
All i saw was the sunshine, rainbows and a wife

I have been to hell and back, not so exciting
But your like heaven, very enlightening
Tear my heart out and take it with you please
Cos your gonna take it anyway, but do it with ease

I have tried and thought i could be strong
But in the end maybe i was so wrong
Cos i could never be something im not
This pain is killing me, it hurts alot

I Cry, Just Wanna Die, But I Cant Say Goodbye

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Im not so sure what category this comes under so i just did one of em..