My life as it is

My life as it is sucks no one understands me. I don't even understand myself half of the time. I mean i like things that don't make no sense at all and it is so confusing to me! My life as it is; is hopeless my real dad doesn't like me at all and it kind of makes me mad. I hate this life it all needs to end now. My dad needs to get things straight with himself so i can see him and my sister! My life as it is; is not the best i leave with my mom and step-dad and my little brother and my step-brother! I don't get anything that i use to! I feel like i am not even there at my house i am so secluded for everyone. I see them but i don't hear them nor do they hear me.