Leaving

When I look out my window I see my past,
Seeing colorful flowers that just wont last.

Everything dies, like you and like me,
Looking at babies and what they will be.

When the doors swing open then they swing shut,
Look at my arms cant you see that I cut.

No one will listen and its really bad,
This life of mine is just to sad.

When he died I was all alone,
Wow how my depression has grown.

He left me here with no one to love,
He flew off to heaven like a graceful dove.

Can he hold me now thats hes gone,
Now I guess my life will have to go on.

Even though I cant live when you are not near,
Loosing you was my one and only fear.

Tears I cry our kept under my skin,
I cant help but love him, I cant help but sin.

He didnt even love me anyway,
He did even have to say.

But hes gone now and I dont need to worry,
Im leaving here in an awful hurry.

Goodbye my love see you soon,
Off to heaven is were I had flewn,