Beyond your grasp

A fiery heart
Is the sign for change,
When it starts
And she is there
You feel she is your half.

You watch her
Like a stray cat.
Try to catch her eyes.
But you could never understand
Why she never sees you.

How many nights you lost
For thoughts,
How many more
To realize this,
But the answer is never here.

You curse, you spit.
You fall in despair.
Like Hamlet into Madness,
And you are lost,
Before you realize.

You want her like a drug.
Like your last cigarette.
But she is just beyond your grasp,
You will have to live with that
My Friend.