Waiting

On the outside everything is alright.
But on the inside I’m bleeding,
and trying with all my might,
To try to get u to remember what we had in the past.
How did u forget me?
How did u move on so fast?

She doesn’t love u anymore, why cant u see
That you’re the reason I wake up each morning,
you mean everything to me.
I didn’t realize how much I loved and needed you,
until those five lonely days.
Without you things weren’t the same.
I couldn’t find you, like I was in a maze.

But all you think about is getting Kristi back.
Meanwhile I’m on the bench,
waiting for my chance up to bat.
It seems like no matter how hard I try,
you have no more feelings for me.
And that makes me want to die.

I can barely breathe when u are pushing me down.
How much can I take?
I keep gasping for air, but I start to drown.
You’ve ripped my heart into a million pieces.
But u glue it back together,
but once again u give it creases.

I tell myself over and over again
To stop falling for u,
and to accept we’re just friends.
But that is something I cannot do,
because without you,
there is nothing to look forward to.

When I talk to you, you make me want more.
You’re just so amazing,
you make my heart soar.
You’re the reason I act the way I do.
Yet I cant forget,
that the reason my heart is broken is because of you.

My broken heart needs to be healed,
but I don’t know how to fix it.
You’re the only doctor who can help me,
with just one special visit.