My heart is dark and cold
with the secrets that i hold
my life is such a mess
but my feelings i cant confess
I'm falling apart each day
no longer do i want to stay
I'm haunted by the knife
tempted to take my life
Cody, the one i love
I'm watching from above
know that I'm always in your heart
nothing can ever tear us apart
Shawntel and Corey, my best friends
always there until the end
though I'm setting myself free
promise to never follow me
Jeffery, my other half
you always knew how to make me laugh
now i must go away
but promise me that you'll stay
I'm sorry i couldn't be strong
but iv held on for way too long
I'm sorry it had to end this way
but here i can no longer stay...I love you all !!!
*i actually wrote this note to the people i loved when i was planning on killing myself a while ago*
