ToGeThEr but not FoReVeR

You are on my mind and in my heart
every minute even when we are apart
i feel like dying as i wanna tell you
i love you but i feel so afraid too

I wanna let you feel and know
you're my everything but i can't show
what my heart feels for you is true
my tongue can't say it as if it was my foe

I need you beside me;i need your touch
i need you in my life so much
i feel sad like fire inside of me
and i cannot even let you see

How much i care about you
and about every action you do
when my eyes look at you,i feel so weak
i let myself be near and in fear i peek

Everywhere i go to,you're in front of me
i feel like we're together and you're my lee
but every time i wake myself up from this dream
i find the sweet things had the color of cream

I know that dreams don't stay forever
and for sure I'll wake again&we're not together
i wish to be with you but reality is stronger
than what i need which will be like an obsolete holder