Scarred

All around me has turned to secters and lies. I feel so lost, scared, confused and alone. I would do anything, than to be standing here on my own. I try so hard to work things out, and then the longer i wait things just gey esclated.And the harder i try, and it finally starts to work, it breaks down infront of my eyes. So confused, but i dont know of what. I use to have everything, a family and a heart. But, everything is just starting to fall apart. i remember all those nights, when i just curled up on the ground and screamed. Thinking that someone would hear me, but nobody came to rescue me.Someone once told me " I'll love you forever", but forever came and past. Nothing ever lasts. Dreams go up in flames, as you watch them burn to the ground. And my heart breaks and falls and never makes a sound because, nobody wants to litsen when I scream and cry aloud. When ever i take the wrong path, people are surley there to yell. And when ever I take the right path, nobody seems to care. This is to much, i can\\\'t bear.