Six Years

Six years, has gone so slow
from the time i heard till now
i felt my chest caving in
i don't know how i made it this far
you were and still are
my everything
and i can still hear the panic
in her voice when she told me
and the shots echo in my head
i hear the sirens
i don't know what I'm gonna do w/o u
there's so much pain there
i miss u so much
six years without hearing your voice
six years without seeing your smile
six years without arguing with you
six years without u to hold me when i cry
six years without u
and six years of hearing the shots
over and over again
the ones that ended your life
and the ones that ended mine
i love you and i miss you