Confusion

I lay here tonight

Wishing to be alright

I want to hear your voice

To tell me everything will be alright

But the words said to me

Broke me in half

So precisely, just simple as that

Like life was taken from me in a flash

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I can't get near you now

I'm just lost in this lonely world

No way out, no where to turn.

You once told me I can trust you

Told me you would always be there

But now that I need you

You have mysteriously disappeared.

Show me you care

Tell me you love me

Tell me your not going anywhere.

That you will always be here

Take away my fears.

Get rid of my pain.

Show me some happiness

Let me be me again

Locked myself up from this world

Closed the door so no one would hear

Turned up my music

So loud to drown my cries

I turn to the blade

And watch as the blood seeps through me

Knowing that this may be the time

But yet I know deep down, I'm still alive

Life is just a token

So ready to be broken

Just say the word

And your wish may never be forgotten.