I woke up from a terrible dream
life wasn't what it was supposed to be
Hurts, and pains, and love, and joys
Ups and Downs, everyday we go
But the terrible thing is that
You weren't with me
i sent you away
away from me
I was angry with you, because you hurt me
things weren't what they were supposed to be
as you looked away
i turned and walked away
we didn't want it to be this way
We left and didn't look back
this would just be a past
a movie we could watch when we got bored, inside our eyes and into our souls
My life had ended
and so had yours
Never a day i was out in the sun
It was so chaotic so dramatic
nothing changed everything stayed the same
all the day long, thoughts of you
but nothing came true, of me and you
I wasn't with you, i didn't want you, all i had was hate and despair but i wished that you were there
my dream was so terrible
everything unbearable
my heart was breaking
and my world shook in fright
and it was possible i wouldn't live through the night
My mind ran like mice in a cold winters night
Telling me to do this
tempting me with that
Distance is the main word now
i don't know anything anymore
Blabbering inside my hide
the words you said, and didn't say
Night turned to night, and night turned to night
no sun shined with its glorious light
I didn't even wanna talk to you
the being of you was so untrue
In my mind, you made no shout
All it was saying was let me out
I awoke from this dream with tears that steamed, from the lids of my eyes until eventually it would all just swallow me
The sad thing is, is that this dream is becoming real, every side unfolding clear, like a picture book children read. Threes nothing more for me to say, my plans they all have changed. Maybe this world wasn't meant for us, or ready for something so perfect, i know it scares me to. Time and distance are playing games with my heart. Games that are pointless, because i know i want you...
i hope all the things my dream for told don't come true, I'm hoping that i do see you, and that never a day passes when I'm not with you.
" seize every chance you get, you'll never know when it will be your last chance to do something in someone's heart"
