Through

I don't know what to do anymore
I feel like I'm in a loosing war.
Oh heck, I don't know what to do,
Hell I just want to be through.
Through with all Life's hurled at me,
And through with every frickin thing.
Don't want to live, don't want to die
I just want to be held real tight.
I want to know that truly cares,
And I want to be able to share,
Everything that bothers me,
And every detail of my sad history.
I want a certain person to know,
But I'm too afraid to tell her, you know.
I know she knows that something's wrong,
But I don't want her to sing my sad song.
She picks up on some of my clues,
But I don't think she knows just what to do.
She's said that she's been there before,
But has she really waged MY war?
I don't want to live, but I don't want to die,
I just want to be comforted and cry.
I need help, I know I do,
But the day I admit it I'll be through.
Through with all Life's given me,
And through with everyone I see.