Confessions Of A Cutter

This is my story
this is my life
this is my choice
to pick up the knife

my pain is overflowing
I'm in this way to deep
I'm often hope to drift away
and die peacefully in my sleep

i have only one true friend
my only saving grace
my one true loyal feeling
which helps me show my face

so help me god i just cant stop
this pain is like a drug
my life has spun out of control
this habit i just cant shrug

the cuts get deeper
and the pain gets stronger
I'm not sure if
i can take it much longer

so lift me god
into you gracious, loving arms
please help me escape this horror
this monster called self harm

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