My Secret Love!

by Ismelda Yvanna Peralta   May 5, 2006


I know that I love you and that scares me.
It wasn't supposed to be this way.
You're my secret love and there's nothing else I can say.

My feelings for you are growing every time I see you.
They show you how much I want to be with you.
I always let you know how I feel for you.

Maybe this wasn't meant to be.
Because sometimes I wonder what you feel for me.
You show me that you like me more ways than one.
But with her, it's someone else you become.

We are all friends and that's the worst part about this.
I can't do this any more.
You are either with me or with her.
I know I can't be acting this way.
But it's what I feel everyday.

Can't you tell I can't stand this person inside?
The one that loves you more than anyone alive
She would do anything for you and you know that.
And I feel that you take advantage of that.

Don't worry, give me time and I'll change.
I can't stand being this person everyday.
All I need is to have my life complete.
That's all I need to be me.

So you are better off with her.
The one who loves you more than most?

I don't like the fact that you use us.
But it'll change, give it time and it'll change.
She's my friend and you know it.
The thing I don't like is that you show that you still want to be with her.

I know you don't, you tell me that all the time.
She just needs to understand that you are mine.
But I rather let you go than hurt her.
Because she's my friend and she'll always be one.
You, in the other hand, will have to make a choice.

Don't worry; I'll make it for you.
I'm stepping down and let her have you.
It's not what you want but I'm better off this way.
I need to get over the fact that you once where my secret love.

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