Me

When you look at me, what do you see?
Looking in my reflection I can't see the old me.
When you saw me cry,
was caring too hard to try?
When you saw me angry,
could you blame me?
The old me I once knew is gone.
Why didn't that take too long?
My life, changed so fast.
Do you see where I lost me in the past?
I don't even remember me in my own mind,
is it really something I want to find?
I feel so lost, and so confused.
Do you know what it's like to be used?
Could you not see me falling apart?
I wish I still had the old me deep in my heart.
I'm stubborn just like a mule.
But did they really have to play me for the fool?
The innocence inside me is lost.
My heart, my soul, my life was that the cost?
The old me will never be back again.
Could you help me find a new life to begin?