So in love. So fake.

I hear the sound of my heart thumping in my head.

Everyone just dissapears and we're the only ones left.

I'm wondering if you're thinking of me. I'm thinking of you.

Butterflies are fluttering in my chest, making it impossible to breathe. Holding my breath.

Afraid to move, to speak. I don't want to make a mistake.

You shuffle towards me and hold out your hand. I take it. But i'm worried. My hands are covered in sweat.

So nervous, So scared, So in love.

You pull me towards you and whisper in my ear " I love you darling, Don't be afraid now. I'm here."

I sigh on your shoulder. Inhaling your scent. It smells like home. I know where I belong.

You lean towards me. Your lips touch mine. Everything feels better. My soul is healed.

For a moment, Everything stopped.
Dreaming of those feelings I dream of.

I blink, And all the pain reappears. Everyones back. All teasing me. Breaking me down. You stand there looking at me. On their side.

It was all a fantasy. Only a miracle can create those little moments to actually happen. Instead of me just imagining what it feels like.