The Long Goodbye

As i lie here, awake as always,
I stare down that long hallway,
All this time & there was only 1 thing i had to say.

Why, why couldn't anyone hear my heart cry,
and why,
Why couldn't anyone hear my heart scream "I just want to die."

Why, can someone tell me please,
And when my mind wakse up will my heart still bleed,
Someone tell me please.

Too late,
I lost all hope of any fate,
And now It's too late.

I can't go back or press rewind,
Was I out of my mind,
I will die with this weapon by my side.

For everyone to see,
How hurtful they can be,
To use such an example as me.

As I lie here dying,
I stare down that long hallway and dream of flying,
Flying, flying.

Free, away from everything, flying high,
But there is one last thing I must say before I die,
That is...I forgive you & goodbye.

-Tyfani-