Do u know what it's like,
2 have 2 put on a smile,
Everyday of your life,
So people don't think "oh my god, what is wrong w/this child."
And do u know what it's like 2 be walked over,
And not be able 2 fight back,
So u sit & wait till the day ur life will finally be over,
So there will no longer be a knife in ur back.
When painful memories come creeping on,
U always have to run,
But ur running in a nightmare that just keeps going on,
And u can't wait till the day it is finally done.
U want 2 fight back or do something,
But nobody is listening, or no1 is ever there,
So u try 2 do or say something,
But again there is nothing there.
every1 has left u,
Out in the cold 2 suffer & die,
But when u go back "home", the same shit u will go through,
And u can't wait till the day u can finally say goodbye.
U just want 2 break down & cry,
Or go back in2 ur nightmare,
And sometimes u even try 2 die,
In hopes that maybe some1 will be there, some1 that will care.
U cut ur wrists just 2 watch them bleed
Yet no1 cares, there is no1 there
But yet every1 thinks ur crazy indeed
But yet when u need some1 the most, there is no1 there
So u just go on having 2 wear that fake smile,
When u know u just want 2 scream,
"They r the one's in denile,"
And yet when u wake up ur heart still bleeds.
U cut ur self down & constantly call urself a failure,
Walking on and on, wishing it will soon be over,
W/everyday that goes bye, u feel so bare,
And so u can't wait 4 the day it will finally be over.
Decisions 2 make,
"Will anything change if i die 2day,"
"Or will it be a mistake,"
And u won't be able 2 take back that day.
don't make the same mistake i did
i was betrayed & mistaken
i was just a kid
yet i made the biggest mistake when my life i have taken
