History

If you have ever heard the saying history repeats itself it does. 8th grade an email was sent that tore my heart and soul into pieces and took a special person from me. The email said"Your just making false accusations sorry to do this but please stop calling me my parents are getting mad we can't be friends anymore". That email just made my life worse than it already was. The just one night can make it even worse. A similar email was sent that said "Ashleigh all I can say is take a hint for crying out loud Take. A. Hint.". So once again history repeats itself and now I have no friends even though it took me 6 years just to make 2 friends all of a sudden I had a group of 6 friends and lost them all in 2 years. Why do I lose all my friends even though I am just being myself ? What am I doing wrong or is it just me ? All I wanted was a friend to say hello and I didnt get one. Before I came into the class when I moved here I promised my mother that I would make a friend the first week of that grade. Why don't I have any friends. Is it me ?Or is it something I am doing wrong.