As I watch the sun set on today
Knowing that it'll rise again tomorrow
Bringing yet another day
Another day I know I won't be able to control anything
The only thing I can control
Is myself and my emotions
But what I can't control
Is everything around me
I can't control even myself sometimes
Though I try to maintain control
I just end up losing control in the end
This is my own battle for self control
What most people don't see
Is that I'm slowly falling apart
I'm falling apart in front of their eyes
And they don't see I'm falling apart as I finally spin out as I lose control