I am having flash backs,
I see you yelling and screaming,
I don't know what you're saying,
But your yelling at me because
I started to cry or needed a diaper
Change or something.
Now I see your hand hitting me,
Punching me, I am crying even
More, so you're hitting harder
And harder.
The scares that you left on
Me always become fresh,
New, and tender.
I cry because I live in constant
Pain, fear, tears and so much
More. The scares that you left on
Me aren't bruises anymore but now They're emotinal ones.
When I have a flash back,
I wake up crying and screaming.
You did this to me and that's why
You'll never know me.
You never loved us,
You probably loved you stupid
Drugs more than us.
You couldn't handle children,
That's why you tried to get rid of
Me, your sick.
The scares that you left on
Me, I have to live with everyday
Knowing that you'll never know me and
Never love me like I am loved now.
I might seem happy but
I am not happy all the time.
The scares that you left on me
I've learned to live with, most of
The time.
