The story of my life

All of this is killing me
All this shit you've dumped on me
Nobody knows how hard my life has come to be
It feels like the whole world is falling on me

It feels like my life is falling apart so fast
I dont know how long I can take it, how long I can last
My whole life is going by my eyes in a flash
SCREAMING "these words are my last"

I don't know what else to do
To you, I've been nothing but true
You all say "hi" like you know me, but do you?
You can't know me till you become me; I say you only know you.

You don't know what its like to be someone else
You don't know my life unless you've been me yourself
No one can be me unless it's me myself
I don't even want to bother to try to be someone else.

I'd rather die then be this alone
I'd rather just take the knife from my home
Jump in my shower and die alone
I don't even have enough energy to answer the phone

All that I had, my energy is draining
Outside the bathroom window it's dreary and raining
All the things in life are fading
I can no longer hear the sounds of it raining

It hurts so bad inside, I'm screaming
Please wake me up, I must be dreaming
Broken heart no longer singing
Slit my writs and I'll sit here bleeding