Forgive me,
I know I\\\'ve done wrong
Please save me
This wasn\\\'t meant to be
Don\\\'t try your hatred all out on me
I can\\\'t last much longer without you
Tell me why not I matter anymore?
Tell me why should you even care?
Why should you care of what they think?
Do you know no sense of love?
Did you ever love me at all?
Alone, lost in this city
As the sun fades to black I run away
Lost in the dark of neverending winter
Cold and brittle, as my heart is
Day after day I am without you
Lost in the dark of neverending winter
...Did you ever love me at all?
Through my fingers I feel the display
Mocked in the way I act it through
My thoughts are nothing to matter to you
Why must you not leave me alone?
I try my hardest just to pass by
Each day a fail to be like them
I lie just to get my way now and then
I don\\\'t want to die just because of you
Please don\\\'t let me die
Do I matter through your eyes?
Or am I just a pawn in this game of misery?
I cannot control this way I must feel
Why must you make me feel this way?
I have tried and I can\\\'t pass by
I failed each day as another attempt
My hope has been nothing but a lie
My hope has just led me to die
My hope is nothing but a lie
My hope just leads me to die
Trying and failing
And lying to you
I can\\\'t be without you
I\\\'m dying for you
Trying and failing
And lying to me
Everything
That had caused this to be
What are you?
What are you to me
To matter so much to me,
To be worth so much to me,
To matter so much to me,
Just to be worth anything at all to me?
This is all my fault
This is all my act
This is me
I know that I have done us wrong
Why won\\\'t you leave me alone?
I will come through this on my accord
Why don\\\'t you just leave me alone?
Your hatred shall not be played on me
This is too my call
If kept your mouth shut this would not have to be this way
If only you\\\'d read my letter I could be okay...
...you\\\'d know how I feel
Draped in pain
Dragged through the dark again
Blacken my eyes, my soul
Bring me what I wish to end
