A nightmarish dream
This life I desire
Only aloof with
The people I conspire
Oh, what a pain
These friends are to me
But what, now, are friends
That never will be
Never have been
Close acquaintences of mine
But it's no matter
I can't leave them behind
And why is this so?
It can't be explained
Not in any word
Written in pen
Nowhere alone
Only in my mind
Can I understand
Why these friends are mine
And no matter how close
Or whatever the day
Whenever I'm near them
I just want away
And then I find
That whenever I can
My friends die in my thoughts
And all by my hand
