These feeling inside there so deep I just want to cry
I dont know what to do or think
I dont know where to go or be
Im lost so deep inside these feelings
Im hurt my heart torn to peices
No one will listen
No one to talk to
No one to hold in the middle of the night
What do I do
Im so sick of feeling this way
Why does it hurt
What did I do
Is it me
Or what the f**k is it
This sadness turns into anger
That I just cant hold in
Im loosin it
Im loosin myself
In these feelings I dont need to feel
Not again
I went threw this shit once
I dont need to again
The scars on my wrists
Tell a thousand stories
The cutting dont take my problems go away
Drinking sounds good
But once I'm sober my problems are still here
Theres no way to get away from them
But I feel like theres no way to fix them
What do I do
Im lost in this life I'm living
The life I dont want
I deserve much better
I can do so much better
This aint the life I want
But I feel worthless
Does anyone even care
Do they no the pain I feel
Do the hear the cries I cry
Do the know the real me
Can't they see I'm not happy
Don't they know this is'nt the life I want
Do they know I want to do better
Do they know I want to go to school
I want to be something
I don't want to be this way anymore
I just want to be me
I want to be happy
For once in my life can I be happy
Or is this what I got cut out for me
I dunno
People hurt me
People come into my life
And leave just as quick as they came in
Do they know how it hurts me
People tell me they love
But I know they dont mean it
Cuz If they loved me
They wouldnt hurt me
They wouldnt just up and leave me
I just need to know
Why do I feel this way
What am I suppose to do
Maybe it's me
I don't know
I've tried everything
But it just dont work
And still no one knows or sees
The pain I feel inside
And the tears I cry
For I never think anyone will
