Why is that everyone I love just disappears or walks away
Is it me and what I say
What did I do
Why does it got to be this way
Is it me
It must be
I f**k up everything
I\'m f**king up my education
When I know I can be great
I know Can succeed
I feel like every time
I\'m doing right
I turn around and f**k it up again
I just can\'t stop cutting
It hurts so good
But once I stop and open my eyes
I see reality
That all my pain is still here
I wish it was all a dream
But it not and all this shit just makes me want to scream
I feel pissed off all the time
I just want to get away