I f**ked up once again. another person i cared about i ran off. maybe my moms f**king right maybe i am crazy. maybe i am just a f**k up. i really do think i f**k up everything. I love this man i really do love him and i feel like i f**ked everything up. When he looks at me i feel all warm and tingely inside. when he kiss\' me I loose my breathe and get the butterflies. he\'s all i think about 24 -7. I love everything about him I wouldnt change a thing. I just wish id never have f**ked it up.
