You pushed me away

Beyond his gorgeous big blue eyes
Was once again all secrets and lies
He's the one who saw the real me
Who loved me for the person i could be
I loved him too
I guess in my heart i always will do
But he's gone forever now
I've "changed" somehow
I changed because of a guy again
Another guy to put me through pain
The one guy who would never hurt me
Hurt me more than i ever thought i could be
His hurtful words cut me like a knife
Ripping my heart apart,corrupting my life
Another chance for us is gone forever
Its over now never will we be together
Our last day together I'll say goodbye
The word that makes me want to die
The boy i loved and held so dear
Is no longer going to be near
Hes pushed me away
Thats where I'm going to stay
I'll find another guy somehow
I'll be happy again just not now
I suffer the pain of the guy i lost
The little mistake I've made has cost
Once again i fall to the ground
Once again i wait to be found
Now its not him picking up my broken heart
He's the one that ripped it apart
Goodbye is the hardest thing to say
But now after everything,its the only way