So depressed

Sometimes life is so hard
There's nothing you can do
You feel so helpless
It's like nothing can ever help you

Cuts and scars
Hurt so much
But that's what clears my mind
Either that or one simple touch

A touch from God
Or a touch from you
Whichever one
Can be so true

God's love is powerful
I don't know if it's real
But sooner or later
You will make me feel

Feel happiness
And not pain
Laugh and smile for real
Thank you so much
For letting me feel
happy again

Headaches are huge
And I've been quite pale
It seems as if the only people who care
Are you and my little sister Kale

I've been to the hospital
Many times now
They say I am slowly dying
I have no idea how

Maybe its from the cuts
I've lost a lot of blood from them
Lately my eyesight
Has been quite dark and dim

Maybe I am dying
I think they are right
But hopefully I die in my sleep
Deep in the night

Please care for me
While I'm sick and down
Cause before I die
I don't want to see you frown

Please forgive me for what I did
I feel so bad
I've been so depressed
Mostly mad and sad

Mad at me
And sad for what I did to you
But please know itâ??s for real
When I say I love you

I will never make that mistake again
I promise you from the bottom of my heart
I never want to be away from you
I never want to be apart

So when and if I die
I'll be waiting for you
Just like you were waiting for me
But soon the waiting will be through