Why did you go away ?

I have known you ever since the 6th grade and known who you were for 3 years the only thing that I haven't figured out is why did you go away ? You say I am annoying, you say I am a stalker. Why do you say these things if you stood up for me for so long ? Like back in 6th grade when I embarrassed myself in front of the class, you stood up for me even though we weren't friends. When we really were friends I made a mistake and fixed it, but the mistake happened again now I don't know what to do if you didn't want me as a friend then why did you stand up for me all those times ? You stood up for me when other people called me annoying and when someone threatened me. Why did you stand up for me even though you think I am annoying and don't want me as a friend ? Every time I was crying and tried to get away from everybody you still caught up to me and said what's wrong ? When people said something about me I wanted you to talk to you, and you did why ? When I said I deserved something bad you said no you don't. You gave me hugs to comfort me just so I would stop crying why did you go away ? Were you really my friend ? Or did you just feel sorry for me ? Why did you go away...? Why did you go away...?