All these feelings locked inside
slowly but still dissolving my mind
and even if I try to push them out
they've proved to me to be too stout
they've embedded themselves into my soul
as hard as I try they will not go
they're obviously here to stay forever
no matter how harsh my emotional weather
these thoughts cause me last out at friends
causing me to lose in the end
I try to hold them in which makes it worse for me
I can't hold it together as strong as I seem to be
Each day my control slowly starts to fail
As my want to live dwindles away as well
So i pack my bags as all fades away
sitting there waiting for the end of today
