And she was too envious
for her own good
so she dealt with it
the only way she could
crying her eyes out
she did it every night
she longed for someone to be there
someone to hold her tight
she was in love with him
the same love he didn't return
she knew this would happen
when would she learn
no one's ever loved her that way
what made him any different
she was in denial that's all
even though he seemed so God-Sent
she wonders if anything
will go her way
and if she'll over come her envy
one of these days
