I never know how to say the words
I am scared of your reaction
I am always afraid that you'll leave
I'll never know the words that come next
I never know when you'll say the feeling is gone
Maybe when i have to go away for so long
I know i am apprehensive in this world
But the world has crashed down on me coldly
I don't believe that i deserve what i am going through
And I'll never know if i really deserve you
You are my light that gets me by
You are my savior when i just want to cry
I know there have been some hard times lately
But that doesn't mean that I'm going to leave you baby
I'll never know if i am really worth nothing
I'll never know if what people tell me is true
The only way to find out is to ask, and i am scared to ask you
